NO NOT ME!

No not me I did not pray for a MIRACLE and that stallen be born healthy and then keep checking my computer all morning long for a update and cry when I heard he was born and healthy and that our amazing God showed us that anything is possible if you pray no not me.

I did not cry when I saw how beautiful Gabby looked in her pirate costume and that she was the sign holder and so excited that this was her biggest wish that God gave her no not me.

I did not eat tons of Halloween candy yesterday well all week end from trick or treating, I did not spend all day Saturday cleaning my house cause it was crying for a good re- organization no not me,

I did not send my PRINCE CHARMING HUBBY out to the park with the girls so I can have a second to my self God forbid and finish emptying the dishwasher and getting dressed to go out, since I was on a cleaning mission no not me.
I love taking the girls to the park but I needed to finish what I started so he took them out for a hour and I did not miss them and peek out side once every now and then and have my windows open while cleaning the kitchen to see and hear Emma and Gabby laughing no not me;I did not miss my daughter peddling on her radio flyer tike cycle for the first time not me cause I was peeking and caught it. Thank God that I was there!

I did not go to Target and go nuts over the cinnamon crisp candles and buy one giant one not me.

I did not go supermarket shopping order chicken strips for dinner from the deli counter and end up eating them all while shopping IN THE ISLES, and not have the chicken for dinner oh and I did not have help from two PRINCESSES and a PRINCE Hubby not me or us for that matter, we did not try something new called Apple crisp chips in the flavor caramel and go nuts and eat the entire bag, that would be unheard of in our house no not me or us for that matter.

I am not counting down the days till Thanksgiving cause on that day is MY Birthday no not me! And to think I thought I did not have a not me in me today not!