Happy Birthday Sweet Audrey Caroline

~~~~~ Happy Birthday sweet Audrey caroline ~~~~~

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Up date congrats goes to Melissa I will post it soon ten thousand wow .

however any one who is the ten thousand blogger on my counter below and can prove it wins.... so game on bloggers who is it goona be .




my sweet post is ready please Enjoy it is written with love .♥
Warning this is a weeper so have your tissues all ready and don’t say that I did not forewarn you all ok.


To be honest I have not posted all so much for many reasons that I think I can disgust now . I have been praying and talking with the lord to one help me understand what is going on with every thing that has been happening in my life and other Blog family’s , I say family well cause you all are and I read your life stories and feel close to you like family at this point. Hubby losing his job was tough on this family and moving into my Parents house was another tough move to give up my Home cause well the income was not there was tough and to start to pick up wear we left off well tougher but we have . ’

My Hubby did find a Job and starts next week details …..I will keep Private for my family’s privacy is the most importance to us . We have come together as a stronger family of Christ and seek him and only him for approval . We are firm believers that this happened cause of a reason and that reason was to bond our unity with Christ even more not only with Christ but with my family . While Hubby has been looking for a job we all have had one on one time, weekend fun together and worship has been so awesome and powerful cause we know that God gives us strength and will be there to lift us up in prayer .


I have been unpacking and getting settled in our new home . The kids all have loved all the family around and it has been a blessing no complaints . We are in spring break this week here in Fla and the weather is cool / chilly at night such a blessing on one hand and a damper on the other cause well the girls can not go swimming . Emmy has had a ear infection very painful and her first one . Clearing up now and she is becoming herself again .

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I was touched by Audrey’s story about a year to go exactly you can click here to start from the beginning if you are not aware then come back to my post . I was so touched by Angie’s words of wisdom she was still pregnant with sweet Audrey and I remember her posting about Audrey as if it was yesterday I felt a strong connection maybe because I have a 2 year old that her Birthday fall’s out on April 11 2006 and well Audrey’s b-day was april 7 th

But I have been feeling pain for my Blogger families that are suffering loss, heartache, unanswered prayers and just pain. I feel so connected to Audrey because my daughter turns three this week and sweet Audrey is turning one . My older daughter is such a minister her heart is in the right place she knows Audrey’s story and feel’s pain and sorrow for her family . We were thinking what can we do for Audrey ? Today is her special day we said a prayer and we were talking and said I bet Audrey is up having a Rocking party and that she is having the time of her life and winking at her Mother ,Father, and all her sisters and all her family members . We all know that she is in good hands and that we can rest easily knowing she is safe healthy and happy with our Father. A Father will always protect his family especially his daughters and we shall not fear anything .


I feel for Angie this was a hard day for her and I can not even imagine how she must be feeling her pain to think of what she is feeling and what she is going through today is so heart ranching . I read Audrey’s story all love again this morning and then watched her video and then said to my daughter let’s go and buy some Balloons for Audrey and we will write a message on them and send it to her above to add to her Birthday party today.

Gabby my daughter her heart is in the right spot we teach our kids to think of others and that some families are in such pain that they need some cheer and up lifting , like Stellan we love that little boy as if he was ours and went to the store and picked something out and sent it to him as well. Angie - on another note was missing her special Bible I searched for Hours for that Bible and found it and mailed it to her just because I knew how much that meant to her and that maybe that was the same Bible that was used when Audrey with us .

I care deeply about my Blogger families I get so invested in the stories that I read that this past weeks with Stellan all I can think about is him and what he is going through at 5 month’s and I think to myself Audrey is playing up above , baby Luke is playing up above , and elliot is playing up above and so many of my other Blogger friends that have had loss and all I feel is sorrow and pain for what the family must be dealing with .

I do not comprehend what is going on the Death card I am just sadden by it . I pray every night for all the families that I have been blessed to read there life cycle daily .

I pray for the children that have past and somehow feel sadden to write about mine cause so many are in pain I feel like why them
Why , Why , Why .

I miss them they would of been having fun sigh .


Emma is turning Three this weekend Easter Sunday to be exact and what a day to bless her and have joy for her . I am so in love with my children it is unspeakable sometimes the joy and happiness they bring I cry over it . The happiness as a parent I cry that some parents will never have that moment in there life for what ever reason but I pray that they find happiness in another way . Adoption , or to sponsor a child that is in need it is the best thing you can ever do. We sponsor a child in Africa and all she wanted for Christmas was us to buy her some goats and chickens so that she can eat , sad but it made me happy in a way that I knew she would have a great Christmas dinner . What a Blessing it is to help others out I teach my children I rather help the receive anytime , I love giving gifts and seeing that shocked look as if they won the lottery or some thing that look of awe . Priceless .


I have been talking with God all week over this Pain that has bothered me with this Baby Be Blessed company . I feel for Gabby who was so sadden today not to have her doll that she prayed for and Named Audrey . I understand that it was not meant to be and it is a material item however it bothers my gut so much that this happened after the month we went through I so much wanted these sweet dolls for my girls . I blogged about it, I prayed about it , I spent hours in prayer for my scriptures and then to be so DISAPOINTED that I was cancelled and to read on there blog about giveaway’s was such a disappointment and that as a business a customer who paid for her dolls and waited over two months for them and was in the middle of a crisis of her own which they were aware of and being e-mailed they are coming expect them in a week another e-mail that they are with the sewer and this and that to get a e-mail saying that your order was canceled your money is refunded was so hurtful for a child , no we have been waiting over two month’s for what ever reason if you could not complete my order a e-mail at that moment would of been better then two month ‘s after and with that then to hear about giveaways was quite disturbing to me to say the least . I understand being overwhelmed and I was told that they had to much to handle and are not taking orders at this time but my order was two month old and one of the dolls was very special to Gabby she named it Audrey Caroline now for a little girl age 8 to feel something that deep and special and to pray for all the kids man she deserved that doll and after waiting two month and then when I asked for a reason I was devastated I was not given one , when I asked for her if she could not due two just Audrey’s I was told no . no reason . This has disturbed me in a way that is unspeakable a company that would for one do this to a family that has gone through losing a home and all the scary changes and that the child is morning over a story about another parent who is morning gosh I would do what ever was need to fill that order for that child . I have no words but pain and I have searched all love for another company that can fill this order with this scripture for my child cause it was so meaningful . Just disappointment I pray for them and wish them well but feel great disappointment for them as well .


I pray for sweet Audrey and know that she is winking down on us and that God has a Devine plan for Stellan , that baby boy is a Fighter I just know it . From the moment that I started reading Mckmams blog I knew that this boy was a fighter and wow God showed us and the world that Stellan is a gift and a reason to Believe that our God is a healer and that the power of prayer works amen.


I know he will be alright God is showing us that the power of prayer is the strength and that we all need to come together and pray and we all will see the results of our prayer in the healing process.

I made Audrey a special piece above it took all day downloading and thought and I was sadden by it and happy as well. Audrey does not want us sad or crying and she wants us to be happy she is running around up above and eating Birthday cake today and having a party and praising every one that has touched her and her families life . I love to read how Angie speaks the love for the lord the wisdom that comes from her heart is such a blessing .

If you leave this post with anything thing I want you all to know I Care and that I invest my time and heart in all the posts that I read and that I write and that I pray for you all.

Get well Stellan , and Happy Birthday Audrey this post is for you . With love to all

M